I am not sorry for ranting yesterday. I am on my period and we have no pads. Figures, since I am living with a bunch of dudes. I hate this hotel that we are staying at. I hate the smell of it and how suffocating it is. I wish I had some girls to talk to. I got some bastard trying to grope me, so I kicked him in the shins and ran for it. Got some annoying catcalls.
About Matt, he is in one of those thug typed gangs. The old street gang he was in came apart. I guess things change in a span of two years. One of them died. I didn't really know that person but still. She died of a drug overdose.
It is terrible.
On the bright side, there are no monsters following us, except for the man whole revealed the horrible things Kobalos did. I may have to be careful with him. He seems different from the goon.
Monday, October 14, 2013
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Meeting an old friend
Fml. Kobalos is insane. Unsupringly. I mean he has killed who knows how many people without knowing it. And aparentlyn he is gay for Nate or Jeff N. N, that I am going to ccall him, is keeping his distance ffrom Kobalos. Damn this. I have known them for two years and I barely know anything about them. N rarely talks about his past because he cannot really remember it and Kobalos is Kobalos. I heard him laughing like a maniac and mumbling in his sleep last night in his dream. It was as if he was having some sort of conversation. It was rather unnerving if you ask me. I couldn't sleep because of him. Sad thing is, I don't think he can control it. Nevertheless, he is a danger to us. It is such a shame really. He is such a nice boy, yet his actions are not his will. I wonder what I should do about him. Enough about Kobalos.
I have just found out that Matt life hss seemingly gotten worse. He is in a gang. I really hope it isn't the Timberwolves. He couldn't take the abuse. He told me himself. Jesus kid. He still a child. He shouldn't have to grow up so soon. I met him while I was going to get a bite to eat. He recognized me and we talked about our lives. I left out the whole monsters thing. He talked about the gang he joined. Well, he didn't really talk about it. He just mention it. When I tried to learn more, he would avoid answering my questions. We then parted ways. This was pretty much what happened today. Nothing too out of the normal for me.
I have just found out that Matt life hss seemingly gotten worse. He is in a gang. I really hope it isn't the Timberwolves. He couldn't take the abuse. He told me himself. Jesus kid. He still a child. He shouldn't have to grow up so soon. I met him while I was going to get a bite to eat. He recognized me and we talked about our lives. I left out the whole monsters thing. He talked about the gang he joined. Well, he didn't really talk about it. He just mention it. When I tried to learn more, he would avoid answering my questions. We then parted ways. This was pretty much what happened today. Nothing too out of the normal for me.
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Truth
The man that Kobalos killed was the goon that used to follow me around. He wasn't really a bad man, just confused and messed up like the rest of us. He wanted out. He wanted help, but he was killed.
He never said those things that Kobalos thought the man said. He was asking for help.
I should have done something instead of just standing there, but I was afraid of Kobalos because I didn't think that he was capable of killing another human being in the way that he did. I have seen dead people before but in have never seen a man no a boy kill another human before. Just why did it have to end up like this?
Kobalos is out walking now. He scares me. Nate is asleep on the couch. He knows what the man really said, but he didn't have the heart to tell Kobalos right away. Kobalos knows what was actually said by the man now and he's taking it pretty hard.
I don't feel like writing that much so I am going to end it the way it is right now.
He never said those things that Kobalos thought the man said. He was asking for help.
I should have done something instead of just standing there, but I was afraid of Kobalos because I didn't think that he was capable of killing another human being in the way that he did. I have seen dead people before but in have never seen a man no a boy kill another human before. Just why did it have to end up like this?
Kobalos is out walking now. He scares me. Nate is asleep on the couch. He knows what the man really said, but he didn't have the heart to tell Kobalos right away. Kobalos knows what was actually said by the man now and he's taking it pretty hard.
I don't feel like writing that much so I am going to end it the way it is right now.
Saturday, December 1, 2012
I Should Have Posted This Earlier
He had a younger sister. The man that follows me had a younger sister. He said she was a little younger than me, maybe twelve or eleven when she died. He said I remind him so much of her, only she was kinder, and cuter.
She died in a fire. His whole family died in a fire. He stayed at his friends that day. There was a nasty fight between the family members, he said some things he wish he could take back, and he stormed out of the house. She was crying for him to come back. He was gone for a couple of days. Then he got a phone call from his grandparents saying that his family had died in the fire.
When he first told me that he had a sister, the thing that I wanted to say was something about him having some sister-complex. I decided not to.
I still do not know whether I should trust him or not. If what he is saying is true, then I wish there was some way to help him. It probably will never work.
She died in a fire. His whole family died in a fire. He stayed at his friends that day. There was a nasty fight between the family members, he said some things he wish he could take back, and he stormed out of the house. She was crying for him to come back. He was gone for a couple of days. Then he got a phone call from his grandparents saying that his family had died in the fire.
When he first told me that he had a sister, the thing that I wanted to say was something about him having some sister-complex. I decided not to.
I still do not know whether I should trust him or not. If what he is saying is true, then I wish there was some way to help him. It probably will never work.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
How the Months Have Past
I still see that man. The one who has been following me from day one. I remember that he always tries to pretend that he doesn't see me, that he is still trying to look for me. Is he even trying to catch me? Just whose side is he on anyways?
He is a really confusing man. He knows where I am at most of the time, yet he refuses to capture me. Is he trying to screw with my mind? He left me some notes. "Run.","He sees you.","HELLO.", and some others. I showed them to Nate. Nate is a little concerned that some man is somehow able to give me these notes despite the fact that we [Nate, Kobalos, and I] keep moving around so much. I believe I have said this once, damn that man is persistent. He is also extremely indecisive He tells me to run and be careful yet he keeps chasing/stalking me. Then, he still does not do anything other than stand stiffly, staring, and then turning away whenever he sees me. That, or he pretends to look for me.
These types of people confuse me greatly. I never know which side they're on. Is he evil, good, or mixed up and confuse like the rest of us?
He is a really confusing man. He knows where I am at most of the time, yet he refuses to capture me. Is he trying to screw with my mind? He left me some notes. "Run.","He sees you.","HELLO.", and some others. I showed them to Nate. Nate is a little concerned that some man is somehow able to give me these notes despite the fact that we [Nate, Kobalos, and I] keep moving around so much. I believe I have said this once, damn that man is persistent. He is also extremely indecisive He tells me to run and be careful yet he keeps chasing/stalking me. Then, he still does not do anything other than stand stiffly, staring, and then turning away whenever he sees me. That, or he pretends to look for me.
These types of people confuse me greatly. I never know which side they're on. Is he evil, good, or mixed up and confuse like the rest of us?
Monday, July 23, 2012
Shoot-out
As I have wrote in my last post, there was a shoot-out at the motel we were staying at. Let me tell you all how terrible that place was. There was mold in the bathroom, roaches practically every where, stains on the carpet, and much more. One of the bed had a really black stain which I think is either mold, or human feces. None of us slept on that bed.
It was sometime early in the morning when we heard the gun shots. All three of us were still asleep. I was the first to wake up. I woke up Kobalos and Nate. They were a bit bewildered but quickly realized that something was wrong.
Nate rush to the window, Kobalos and I followed. We all looked to see some men firing at eachother. They were shouting but unfortunately, I couldn't understand what they were shouting about. All I heard was drugs. That's all I remember hearing. The men on one side seemed pretty desperate.
"Wh-what should we do?" Kobalos meekly asked. He was shaking really bad, as if those man would turn on us. I was shaking as well, but I tried my best to hide it.
"We can't leave now," Nate answered. He was intently looking at the chaotic scene before him. "If we do, we'll get shot. It's best if we stay put." That's very great thinking Nate.
We all sprinted [okay Kobalos and I sprinted, while Nate just casually walked] to the other side of the room.
I glanced at my fellow companions as we sat on the floor with our backs to the wall. Nate had on a bored/annoyed look on his face. Kobalos had some sort of nervous smile.
Not only did that hotel have prostitutes, it also had a shoot-out. I swear, it's annoying to wake up because the people in the next room a screwing too loudly. It's funny how Kobalos always blushes when ever he hears them. Nate just does a facepalm and tries to go back to sleep. I like to imagine what exactly they're doing, and then torment Kobalos with it. It's hilarious.
It was sometime early in the morning when we heard the gun shots. All three of us were still asleep. I was the first to wake up. I woke up Kobalos and Nate. They were a bit bewildered but quickly realized that something was wrong.
Nate rush to the window, Kobalos and I followed. We all looked to see some men firing at eachother. They were shouting but unfortunately, I couldn't understand what they were shouting about. All I heard was drugs. That's all I remember hearing. The men on one side seemed pretty desperate.
"Wh-what should we do?" Kobalos meekly asked. He was shaking really bad, as if those man would turn on us. I was shaking as well, but I tried my best to hide it.
"We can't leave now," Nate answered. He was intently looking at the chaotic scene before him. "If we do, we'll get shot. It's best if we stay put." That's very great thinking Nate.
We all sprinted [okay Kobalos and I sprinted, while Nate just casually walked] to the other side of the room.
I glanced at my fellow companions as we sat on the floor with our backs to the wall. Nate had on a bored/annoyed look on his face. Kobalos had some sort of nervous smile.
Not only did that hotel have prostitutes, it also had a shoot-out. I swear, it's annoying to wake up because the people in the next room a screwing too loudly. It's funny how Kobalos always blushes when ever he hears them. Nate just does a facepalm and tries to go back to sleep. I like to imagine what exactly they're doing, and then torment Kobalos with it. It's hilarious.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Long wait
It's been about a month or so since I last updated/ read all the other blogs. Kobalos and I are pretty far behind on all of this. It's going to take us a while to get caught up, if we ever get caught up. There are more bloggers now, although I have yet to read their story. Some crazy stuff happened, some of it happened to me, and others have happened to Kobalos. And some crazy shit happened to all three of us. I'll talk about my story.
You know that goon I've been writing about? I've seen him, but instead of chasing after me like he usually does, he runs away. That's not the strangest thing that happened to me.
I was in some park, I wasn't paying attention as to which one, and this business man was there as well. Why would there be a well dress man in a park? I thought. If he wants to be in the park, he should at least were a t-shirt and sweatpants, jeans, or shorts.
He just sat on some worn down bench, occasionally looking to see if anyone was watching him. He didn't notice me. Well, I sure as hell hope he didn't. There is that possibility that he did but allowed me to see.
He opened his mouth like he was a snake, and out came some crow or raven. Then another one came out, and another, and another. There most have been at least twenty of those birds. He got out what I believe to be bird food and fed them. There were a couple of birds that were staring in my direction but did nothing. I tiptoed away for a couple of yards before sprinting away. That was the most insane scene I ever saw.
Just as I was running, I saw heads, children's heads, on the trees. They were hanging from the trees, as if they were some ornament that you put on a Christmas tree. I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw that morbid scene. I recognized some of the children. They were street children, so the wouldn't be missed much but still, they do not deserve that type of fate.
I wanted to throw up, but I pushed myself to start running and keep running until I got out of that hellish place. I threw up once I got back to some shoddy motel we were staying at. I told them that I saw something disgusting at the park. I didn't tell them what exactly I saw.
There was also a shootout at one of the hotels we were staying at. I will write about that in my next post.
You know that goon I've been writing about? I've seen him, but instead of chasing after me like he usually does, he runs away. That's not the strangest thing that happened to me.
I was in some park, I wasn't paying attention as to which one, and this business man was there as well. Why would there be a well dress man in a park? I thought. If he wants to be in the park, he should at least were a t-shirt and sweatpants, jeans, or shorts.
He just sat on some worn down bench, occasionally looking to see if anyone was watching him. He didn't notice me. Well, I sure as hell hope he didn't. There is that possibility that he did but allowed me to see.
He opened his mouth like he was a snake, and out came some crow or raven. Then another one came out, and another, and another. There most have been at least twenty of those birds. He got out what I believe to be bird food and fed them. There were a couple of birds that were staring in my direction but did nothing. I tiptoed away for a couple of yards before sprinting away. That was the most insane scene I ever saw.
Just as I was running, I saw heads, children's heads, on the trees. They were hanging from the trees, as if they were some ornament that you put on a Christmas tree. I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw that morbid scene. I recognized some of the children. They were street children, so the wouldn't be missed much but still, they do not deserve that type of fate.
I wanted to throw up, but I pushed myself to start running and keep running until I got out of that hellish place. I threw up once I got back to some shoddy motel we were staying at. I told them that I saw something disgusting at the park. I didn't tell them what exactly I saw.
There was also a shootout at one of the hotels we were staying at. I will write about that in my next post.
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