Disappointment

If one could call what happened to Kobalos's family a disappointment. Hmph! I wonder what it could be called though. Fucked up is the only thing I could think of.

At least he was lucky enough not to see it. There was so much blood. Why do people have to bleed so much?


I still have that damn doll. The one with the red hair and all that.

He's still a bit unresponsive. He refuses to eat, he rarely gets out of bed, and he just stares. He won't even cry. Whenever I try to talk to him, he just smiles. He won't say anything but he smiles. Why is he smiling? He should be crying, screaming.

Nate should have told him. He should have saved the boy the trouble instead of making Kobalos hope. He had hoped too much and now he's like this. Hope is a dangerous thing. If one hopes too much, they're the one's who are hurt more.

And I'm so stupid because I hope. I hope to see my family. I don't want them to be dead before I see them. I don't. They don't deserve to day. None of them deserved to die. It's not fair. Damn those creatures. Those monsters. Damn them all.

His arms were so bloody when we got to him. He was scratching one while he typed I believe. Actually, I think he was scratching them before the post.

It is not fair. We're only children. Why did They choose to target us?

And I think the goon has found me again. I saw him while walking.

How? Why can't he just leave me alone? Pathetic excuse for a human. I wish he would just go away. I wish the slender man would go away but that won't ever happen.