And the money also goes to internet. Might as well try to keep a connection with others. Although, I am not one to easily make connections. I guess I should write more often. I am just going to talk about some of the things on my mind, like my fears.
I fear losing my family, which has technically happened given the fact that I ran away. I admit I am afraid of death. I am afraid of what comes after it and the uncertainty of it all. I am afraid that no matter what I did or do, it still isn't enough. I have others, but I won't bother listing them.