Monday, October 14, 2013

More pointless ranting

I am not sorry for ranting yesterday. I am on my period and we have no pads. Figures, since I am living with a bunch of dudes. I hate this hotel that we are staying at. I hate the smell of it and how suffocating it is. I wish I had some girls to talk to. I got some bastard trying to grope me, so I kicked him in the shins and ran for it. Got some annoying catcalls.

About Matt, he is in one of those thug typed gangs. The old street gang he was in came apart. I guess things change in a span of two years. One of them died. I didn't really know that person but still. She died of a drug overdose.

It is terrible.

On the bright side, there are no monsters following us, except for the man whole revealed the horrible things Kobalos did. I may have to be careful with him. He seems different from the goon.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Meeting an old friend

Fml. Kobalos is  insane. Unsupringly. I mean he has killed who knows how many people without knowing it. And aparentlyn he is gay for Nate or Jeff N. N, that I am going to ccall him, is keeping his distance ffrom Kobalos.  Damn this. I have known them for two years and I barely know anything about them. N rarely talks about his past because he cannot really remember it and Kobalos is Kobalos.  I heard him laughing like a maniac and mumbling in his sleep last night in his dream. It was as if he was having some sort of conversation.  It was rather unnerving if you ask me. I couldn't sleep because of him. Sad thing is, I don't think he can control it. Nevertheless,  he is a danger to us. It is such a shame really.  He is such a nice boy, yet his actions are not his will. I wonder what I should do about him. Enough about Kobalos.
I have just found out that Matt life hss seemingly gotten worse. He is in a gang. I really hope it isn't the Timberwolves. He couldn't take the abuse. He told me himself. Jesus kid. He still a child. He shouldn't have to grow up so soon. I met him while I was going to get a bite to eat. He recognized me and we talked about our lives. I left out the whole monsters thing. He talked about the gang he joined. Well,  he didn't really talk about it. He just mention it. When I tried to learn more, he would avoid answering my questions.  We then parted ways. This was pretty much what happened today. Nothing too out of the normal for me.