More pointless ranting

I am not sorry for ranting yesterday. I am on my period and we have no pads. Figures, since I am living with a bunch of dudes. I hate this hotel that we are staying at. I hate the smell of it and how suffocating it is. I wish I had some girls to talk to. I got some bastard trying to grope me, so I kicked him in the shins and ran for it. Got some annoying catcalls.

About Matt, he is in one of those thug typed gangs. The old street gang he was in came apart. I guess things change in a span of two years. One of them died. I didn't really know that person but still. She died of a drug overdose.

It is terrible.

On the bright side, there are no monsters following us, except for the man whole revealed the horrible things Kobalos did. I may have to be careful with him. He seems different from the goon.

Meeting an old friend

Fml. Kobalos is  insane. Unsupringly. I mean he has killed who knows how many people without knowing it. And aparentlyn he is gay for Nate or Jeff N. N, that I am going to ccall him, is keeping his distance ffrom Kobalos.  Damn this. I have known them for two years and I barely know anything about them. N rarely talks about his past because he cannot really remember it and Kobalos is Kobalos.  I heard him laughing like a maniac and mumbling in his sleep last night in his dream. It was as if he was having some sort of conversation.  It was rather unnerving if you ask me. I couldn't sleep because of him. Sad thing is, I don't think he can control it. Nevertheless,  he is a danger to us. It is such a shame really.  He is such a nice boy, yet his actions are not his will. I wonder what I should do about him. Enough about Kobalos.
I have just found out that Matt life hss seemingly gotten worse. He is in a gang. I really hope it isn't the Timberwolves. He couldn't take the abuse. He told me himself. Jesus kid. He still a child. He shouldn't have to grow up so soon. I met him while I was going to get a bite to eat. He recognized me and we talked about our lives. I left out the whole monsters thing. He talked about the gang he joined. Well,  he didn't really talk about it. He just mention it. When I tried to learn more, he would avoid answering my questions.  We then parted ways. This was pretty much what happened today. Nothing too out of the normal for me.

Truth

The man that Kobalos killed was the goon that used to follow me around. He wasn't really a bad man, just confused and messed up like the rest of us. He wanted out. He wanted help,  but he was killed.

He never said those things that Kobalos thought the man said.  He was asking for help.
I should have done something instead of just standing there,  but I was afraid of Kobalos because I didn't think that he was capable of killing another human being in the way that he did. I have seen dead people before but in have never seen a man no a boy kill another human before. Just why did it have to end up like this?

Kobalos is out walking now. He scares me. Nate is asleep on the couch. He knows what the man really said,  but he didn't have the heart to tell Kobalos right away. Kobalos knows what was actually said by the man now and he's taking it pretty hard.

I don't feel like writing that much so I am going to end it the way it is right now.