Decision

Someone in the police force knows about them. He offered to train and help me survive. I took his offer as I could use the help. I am not the strongest, and I am not great with a weapon. For the past few years, I have been surviving on luck, but now I am going to do something about it.

This will be the last time I post as I will be too busy.

Farewell.

He's Safe.

This is just what happened within the last few hours.

That boy. Kobalos. We finally tore down the bathroom door and he was clawing at his face and banging his head on the floor.

He let out some pitiful moans and a scream here and there as the police tried to get him to stop clawing at himself and pulling his hair. Not to mention the whole banging his head on the floor. 

He kicked and he screamed as the police dragged him away. It's a good thing the ambulance was there as well. Putting him in jail is just going to make it worse.

He fought as they tried to restrain him.

"Kobalos!" I told him, "Stop it right now."

He did stop and then he got this big smile on his face. He jumped up and down and ran/stumble to where I was at.

He was like a child getting something he really wanted on Christmas.

"Hi, I'm Kyle," he told me proudly. His eyes were red, but I believe the damage can be fix. He can still see me.

Kyle. I believed he already told me that, but it is nice that he reminded me of it.

The men then came to get him but he still had this smile on his face as they dragged him away. I promised that I will visit him when I get the chance.

The police than asked me about my parents. I told them that I had run away because of some stupid fight. I neglected to tell them about the Imitator.

They're taking me back home sometime this week. I have a week to decide if I want that to happen. Until then, well it's a good thing I got the address of the place Kyle will be staying at.

Back

I am back at the hotel but the bathroom door is locked.

I keep banging on it but he won't open it. After reading those past few post I am really concerned for his safety. I am afraid he might harm himself or worse.

I banged on the door some more. He still won't open it.

I need to find the phone. Be right back.

I have found the phone and I called the emergency. I told them of my situation. They said that they'll be here as fast as they can. I sure hope so.

Yep, I Did Forget Something

Looking back at my older post, I've found that I once knew that boy. I must have known him.

Shit. Why did I forget?

I need to apologize to him.

I mean, I know I had no choice but to run, but I still feel bad.

I need to find his blog again to check up on him, or I could just go back to the hotel. I'm thinking that latter option is the best.

Strange Event

There was a strange boy that I've met. Why was I in that hotel room to begin with? I don't know. All I remember was walking around. I think I may have been at the library. Or some other place with wi-fi because I still had my laptop with me.

He approached me slowly. Did he kidnap me? I had to get away from him.

I asked: "Who are you?"

His hands dropped to his sides and his face went blank. He stopped abruptly, just standing there lost in thought.

His face was still blank as he calmly walked towards me. I backed against the wall. I was cornered.

He wrapped his hands around my neck and started choking me. It hurt so much and I couldn't breathe, and when I look into his eyes, they were dead. He wasn't there mentally. I grabbed something, I don't know what it was, and slammed it across his face. He stumbled backwards, so I took my chance and pushed him down. His expression did not change.

I ran out of the room, dodging the clothes on the floor. Really? These goons really need to learn to clean their mess.

I'm in a cafe right now. I need to get back home. Why did I believe that running away was a good idea?

I need my family.

I can barely remember what happened today. I was walking around. Yes, I was at the library for food. I think I need to read my previous post to jog my memory because it feels like I am forgetting something.

At least I remember my password to this blog.

Fuck-it. I think I might go to the library today for the free food that they're giving out. I might also take a walk.

It has been a few weeks after that incident. You know, the one where we saw a man get mauled by the Rake. This, I feel, is bad news for us. Why did the Rake focus on him, but not us? I really feel like our luck is running out. And I still think the blind man is here. They are up to something. Luckily, or not so luckily, no Slender fellow out there. I wrote not-so luckily because he may still be out there, but I just don't notice him. I am hoping he has become bored with me. That or, he is allowing the Blind Man and the Rake to have their fun with me. How nice of him.

Did I ever mentioned how nice the manager is? Well, he is. When we came back, he looked at us and said what I believe to be sorry. Now that I think about it, that does seem a bit strange. Well, at least he reduced our payments.

Waiting

I think that I will wait a few more minutes before following Kobalos. I know he told me not to follow him, but I really want to be there if he needs help, and knowing him, he would. That boy. I can't always take care of him.

Why do I want to? I guess I consider him to be family. I still could not avoid forming bonds.

I hope that nothing bad happens but given our luck, and the fact that we saw the old man, tells me that this will not end well. All I can do is hope. Prepare for the worst and hope for the best. I wonder if I read that somewhere.

If this does end badly, I hope that my family knows that I love them. I still miss them. I think I might miss that manager we currently have. He's really kind, and lenient with the money. I hope this doesn't come to a bad end.

Well, I best be heading out. Wish me luck.

Encounter

I think Kobalos and I ran into the Blind Man. My memory is a bit fuzzy on that, which probably means that that was the Blind Man. I would wait until tomorrow to write this as my head kind of hurts, but I am afraid that I might forget.

Anyhow, we went out walking yesterday. It was during the evening as it was cooler, and there's less people to bother us. We weren't planning on doing much, maybe take some food from a store. It was mostly to get Kobalos out and about. I mean it isn't healthy for him to stay in one place all day.

Well, while walking he just stopped and he wouldn't budge. I looked around and didn't see anything out of the ordinary. I pulled at him and then I realized something. There was an old man wearing sunglasses and it looked like he was starting at us. Kobalos growled and he charged at him, but Kobalos tripped. The old man grinned and then disappeared into the crowd. People were staring, so I pulled Kobalos up and we went back to the hotel.

That's all for today.

Bored

Well, I'm up and there is absolutely fuck all to do. That is except browse the web.  I did find a video on how to have cybersex. It is as strange as it sounds. Once Kobalos is better, I might take him for a walk. Until then, I am going to watch some videos.

Kobalos took the news better than I thought he would.  When I came back, I woke him from his slumber and gave him some food. He ate a little bit, then I told him what had happened and all he did was say shit and go back to sleep.  I think he hasn't really processed it yet.

I should be going to sleep as well.

Library

I'm pretty sure that that extra room in the library is not an official part. That part is too old fashioned for this little modern library. In fact,  having that room makes the library bigger than it would appear on the outside,  which should be impossible.

I just peeked in. I am not risking my life going in there, and I am also not risking my sanity.

I am at the library because the internet is better, and because there is free food. I might have to leave soon. Kobalos probably won't be happy. He is still sick. Well, I am just going to get some food for me and Kobalos and I'll leave.

Fears

And the money also goes to internet. Might as well try to keep a connection with others. Although,  I am not one to easily make connections. I guess I should write more often. I am just going to talk about some of the things on my mind, like my fears.

I fear losing my family,  which has technically happened given the fact that I ran away.  I admit I am afraid of death.  I am  afraid of what comes after it and the uncertainty of it all. I am afraid that no matter what I did or do, it still isn't enough. I have others, but I won't bother listing them.

We are merely surviving right now. He is dead and there is nothing we could do, except live.It iisn't much of a life, but it is something. Nothing really eventful has happened,  saved for our spotting of the tall one somewhere off in the distance. Always watching. Stalking us like some prey. The same can be said for that man, and the others. We do our best to ignore them.

We have other things to worry about.  We still have money left. He left us a lot of money but it will run out. We left that hotel and went to a cheaper one. I steal to save that money. Kobalos,  he steals sometimes.  We figured we can steal food sometimes and use most of the money for the hotel. It means that some days we don't eat much, maybe a few candy bars and some chips. Practically the life I've been living ever since I ran away.

N has been gone for an hour or so. Kobalos is worried.  N is probably busy doing something. He will be back soon. He should be back. Yes, nothing bad should happen today. I do not think that our luck would run out today. We've been so lucky as to not have anything bad happen to us.

Worrying would be pointless as of now. Kobalos probably has seperation anxiety because he has feelings for N. And I am trying not to over think things. I'll just stop.

Just Some Thought or Thoughts

The fact that there is a creature that supposedly takes the form of some clear liquid that is too similar to water is actually rather frightening. It seems hard to detect, so what is stopping someone from drinking it because they mistake it for water. And water is something pretty much all or most of us drink. That creature has the potential to spread.

Also, the doors that appear from where ever they come from is also a bit terrifying. Sometimes you can tell the difference between that door and the normal doors, but other times you can't. They can blend in so well and if you are not paying attention you end up in some city that might look like the one you were previously in, but once you blink your eyes, everything changes and you are all alone. Speaking of alone, I wonder if us, Kobalos, N. and I, being together, is the reason why the Cold Boy hasn't really been visiting us lately. I dread the day if any of us get separated from each other.

All in all, the months have been so-so in terms of creatures. I had that experience with the bad doors just a few days ago, and there is also Kobalos memory problem, and the Rake, and the Imitator, although the last two haven't been visiting us too recently, and when they do, they don't really interact with us. Well, at least the Imitator doesn't as we usually see him in the distance and that was only twice since October. The Rake just mumbles, which is unnerving, and we have to leave. Luckily that only happened to us once. It is that damn man who gives us the most problems.

And it was so nice over there too

Did I ever mention how annoying it is to have not only one but multiple creatures haunt you, and on top of all that, have some deranged bastard mess with you? No, well it is annoying. That is the problem when you are in a group of people, each haunted by a different monster, some by two. Just the other day, I almost open one of the bad doors. I was half asleep and I needed to go the restroom. I don't know how I knew, but when I touch the door knob, something felt off. Perhaps it was the fact that the door wasn't in the right spot. Dammit. I do not think that I really had a problem with them until now. I am just going to blame N. for all of this. I really hope I do not meet the Cold Boy, or his lackeys.  Long story short, I will be more careful when opening doors. I know, I know, I do not update this blog enough. I do not really have much of an excuse other then the fact that we both keep getting distracted. Our distractions aren't anything too bad, in fact sometimes they are even welcome, like watching some late night comedy movie. I can't remember what it was, but we laughed. It was some time after October. By then, I had already left Matt.

Well, it was nice spending some time with Matt. Did I mention that he is now taller than me, and handsomer. He is also still cute, especially when his voice cracks. Ah, puberty and growth spurts. It's too bad that we have to leave him with that gang. As far as I know, they are not affiliated with any monsters and such. I know that it has been so long since either of us posted, but we were finally having a break, at least until now. Always, something comes up to ruin our time of rest. Can we not rest, or do we have to keep doing this?

We just had to leave, I guess. N. isn't really talking about it. I fear it my have something to do with the mook. I hate him. I honestly feel as if I hate him, especially for ruining this wonderful time with my old friends, and for fucking with Kobalos. At least the goon was much nicer. It also may be because of the weather. It is freezing over here.